BAD WEEK!

Hopefully the weekend will make up for it because this has been a wild but annoying week for me! Control issues are the tip of the iceberg when it comes to describing the drama I'm going through not to mention that I am battling depression. It's really tough when there is no support and people think it's just a phase that passes. After my mother's passing I thought I had better control but it's obvious that I lost that once I lost her. The best thing for me to do at this time is to just pray and continue to study the Bible which takes a lot of discipline on my part because when I'm upset I have to literally force myself to focus.

I have to update my blog I mean I haven't had time to in ages with everything breaking so rapidly but hey now that I have the time I might as well get to it because it's nobodies responsibility but mine. Who else can keep my blog up to date and relevant? Hello I am the only one that knows what direction I want it go and I have a specific style so entrusting others to the task would be beyond nerve wrecking! I have been thinking about adding some features but now I just have to do with what I got for now and hopefully wing it until the next update when something big breaks in the scene.

While I was upset during the week I did get a chance to catch up with my favorite show Kimora: Life In The Fast Lane and America's Next Top Model. I watch the Soup as often as I can but I laugh so hard at times it makes my head hurt. I don't think anything had me cracking up more than the John The Plummer PR Stunt that became a Youtube runaway hit though nobody mentioned much that the John that they had come Obama's way is NOT a registered voter if that is his real name and occupation. Oh well there are bigger fish to fry.

Anybody else catch when how nasty the divorce between Madonna and Guy is getting? Hey all divorces aren't so amicable no matter what status and like the Material has asked I will keep mum and give her family the privacy they need.

Now can I please comment on war of the blogs? Well Mediatakeout was in battle with Kim Kardashian and Raven well he said she said and the truth. Funny how they always surrender when they are the ones put on blast eh? Well I for one am glad the drama is over but like with everything when it comes to celebs and tabloids it's a love hate relationship that keeps up glued right? Speaking of Kim I hear that her man Reggie Bush was injured so here's to his recovery and I'm wishing him the best.

Well Katt Williams was hosting the BET Hip Hop awards but was replaced by T-Pain. Another replacement one that ACTUALLY took me by surprise was that of Terrence Howard. I mean he's RHODY how dare they replace my boo with Don Cheadle I mean that makes absolutely NO SENSE I'm expecting TERRENCE to REPRISE HIS ROLE in Iron Man 2. WTF PEOPLE GET IT TOGETHER MARVEL!!!!

Anyway folks I am off for now but hey hopefully like I said my week hopefully will be better by the weekend.